ghost

for two consecutive days, i only heard word 'demotivated'

i think we should stop doing things for being praised

chill brother and sister,

i know exactly the feeling of being bossed around,

for that reason both of you became demotivated.

now, i see my former self self as ghost.

these ghost make me scared of being demotivated and feel like quitting my job.

i'm scared it will affect my own goals and aspirations in my life.

for seconds, i must realise and about why started

there's no way i'm quitting now.i'm still new 

i'm still in the middle of journey to my new self

if i give up now, i'll return to my former self.

so farewell, my former self

i'll beat you damn ghost,

i'm sure

i'll grasp the true meaning of life, 

the true meaning of victory, 

the true meaning of satisfaction

as bill phillips said "the difference between who you are and what you want to be is what you do"

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